We are not meant to go through certain events alone- serious illness, loss, kids with disabilities and other events that shape our lives. This is when the power of numbers comes in. Being around others in a similar situation can be comforting and sharing your thoughts can help with processing. It can also help someone else realize they are not alone.
Yoga Class and Hope
I haven’t been to an AA meeting since I have stopped drinking. I considered it but realized it isn’t for me. I have read the Big Book and went back for a re-reading. I did, however, randomly find a 12 Step Yoga for Recovery group on Facebook. I was a bit nervous when I went the first time. I’m a bit nervous around people that I don’t know, so it took me a few Sundays to say anything besides my name.
I’ve gone almost every Sunday since November and I really enjoy it. I don’t speak every week, but I do like reading one of the two reflections that are meditated upon. This meeting gives me a chance to think about subjects that I haven’t thought about in a while or, sometimes, not at all. I don’t mind this, because new thoughts can be good. From time to time, the topics may stick with me throughout the week- not in a bad way, but in a way that makes me think about making myself a better person.
I started attending the group for two reasons: I like yoga (and needed a beginner class) and I was struggling. It’s entirely possible I would have relapsed without going to this group. I needed extra support that only others battling the same thoughts and emotions could give me. In the months since I think I’ve lost a few pounds and I’ve become somewhat more flexible.
My airplane pose will probably always be awful on the right side, but I can do a terrific downward dog. I have to sit out the sideways plank because I appreciate being able to use my wrists, but my tree pose is slightly improving. I’m pretty sure my future hip replacement is going to be caused by too many Sundays in the half pigeon pose.
I still don’t say much, but I do like listening to other people’s stories. I got my two year (and first ever) chip at a meeting in January, and next up is July when I hit two and a half years of sobriety. The stories I hear give me hope on the Sundays that I come in struggling and I hope that when I actually do speak, I do the same for someone else.
Finding a Group for You
Support groups can be online or in person. Online can be a great option if you are in a rural area or otherwise unable to leave home to get to an in-person support group. Most groups are held at hospitals, community centers, churches, or other locations. They can also be led by group members or other facilitators like a nurse, social worker or other professional.
These groups are not the same as group therapy, as those groups are a specific type of treatment for people with similar diagnoses led by a licensed medical professional. Support groups are meant to be informative.
As with most things, going to a support group can have benefits and risks.
- Feeling less lonely or judged
- Talking openly and honestly about your feelings
- Learning new skills to cope with challenges
- Improving understanding of a disease/condition and your own experience
- Learning about resources
- Staying motivated and gaining hope
- Disruptive group members
- Lack of confidentiality in some groups
- Interpersonal conflicts
- Inappropriate medical advice
- Comparisons of “who has it worse”
You can tell if a support group is risky if you are pressured to pay high fees to attend, are promised a cure and/or are pressured to buy products. Information found at Mayo Clinic
Making the Most of Your New Support
Once you find a support group, it’s time to make it work. Talking about your struggles in front of strangers is hard. You don’t have to say more than you want to, but even a little helps when you feel you can. It may help lift a weight off your shoulder that you may not know you had.
Most facilitators are used to new people in the group and can guide you through the rules and processes. If the group isn’t for you, you’ll find out in a few sessions. You don’t have to do everything that is suggested- absorb what works and let the rest go.
Enjoy the new perspectives in your life and thoughts they bring.
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Have you been to a support group? Did it help?